Paranoia - anonymous

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Children's horrorI come through so many doubts about this HIV disease, today with so many resources in the world it is not possible that they do not pose to end this monster HIV so feared by all, I think the authorities of the world close their eyes to HIV, even having treatment with specific drugs having side effects on several people, but I believe that one day they ended up with that monster. I will tell a little of my history of so many doubts and of so much distrust with medicine.

My question is do you really know the time to take the exam? Does it exist acute does it? Are Fast Testing Trusted? Will all the CTA exam from São Paulo Elisa h1 and h2 from 4 generation be? On 25 January 2015 day I had a risk relationship with a girl from 16 years old mother of a child of 8 months old, I know it was a mistake I put myself in this situation, but come on ... After that act in the month of March I had a thrush on the penis my throat infected I felt a lot of headache like sinusitis and a chest pain.

I went on the CTA on 28 March to take and pick up another I had done when I took the role of the previous swarm got the news that he had syphilis, health worker made another collection for all sexual disease, all types of hepatitis, syphilis and HIV HIV 1 2, went to get my swarm after 20 days already an appointment with a urologist, I was afraid I took the result to my happiness HIV was negative, but tested positive for syphilis.

I did the treatment and today I can not donate blood but because I still have serological scar in the blood and this is for life ...

Even though my diagnosis of HIV negative did more 4 quick test and another Elisa with 5 months of the relationship that gave non-reactive + once.

But me and my partner has the same symptoms we will first:

First hand and dry feet ... Here comes the rest:

Pain in the back of the neck, sinusitis attacked every day, blurred vision, direct red eye, also appeared a few reddish patches over my hand and my chest, abdominal pain, many more sneezing in the morning, in my hand formed as if it were some calluses and fingers gets peeling with a dryness ... So that's it I think with so many negatives will be that to a serology more than 7 months kkkkk, are things that disturbs me daily, all the time ...

I take the subway in the morning and look at the hands of the people to see if what I have is normal and, in case I see someone with the hands like mine I go ask if the person has HIV, It's so much trouble in my head lol. I come to thank you that created this blog for those who are desperate and I know that they are many, excellent work this guy congratulations, thank you for clarifying my doubts, your experience is fundamental. Thank you for everything. hug

Yes, this is the photo of me! My niece asked me to put this picture on my profile! .... I had here a description of me that one person described as "irreverent". This is really a euphemistic way of classifying what was here. All I know is that an "NGO" which occupies a building of 10 floors has established a partnership with me, and I have the logs of the partnership time, which was more a vampirism because for each 150 people leaving my site, clicking on them, there was, on average, one that came in. WHEN I ENTERED AND ENTERED


  1. Claudio
    Good morning
    I'm living a terrible doubt because of an occurred risk 20 days after 4 days after this exhibition presented a pharyngitis framework, which persists to this day, alternating fever, about 37,5 the 38 degree that lasted about 3 days and pain ear, as there is such post acute infection'm so afraid for already have health problems, no longer young and stuff, would be possible that u guide me what is the most rapid and accurate test to end this suffering, dai see what to do if I am infected.
    Thank you and congratulations for the site.

  2. Sergio, good morning. Well, all these symptoms vc shows (I'm starting to hate this word) may be psychosomatic in origin and I plan to put a link to vc here, so that u can feel the clarity of my argument.
    Practical, in vc moment can not do anything because the window period, the time the body takes to respond to an infection depends on a time in which the body works in order to create specific antibodies and for HIV to imunematológica is thirty days. I recommend u go back to the site, and qq page that u are on the right at the top, vc search for window. Only window. qq another term u can not find the page. read it but not set in cometary it has a lot of paranoia.
    Thanks for the compliment. The salary of the artist is applause and I am glad to know that I can help other people. I watched a movie, Crusades and in certain circumstances, someone tells the other person: If God does not love you, why did He let you do so many things? I recommend the movie. The link I referred to is this: To pass the time, if you have netflix, watch a serious call SHIELD. It is something addictive and makes you forget what problem you may have
    hugs and good Sunday!

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