I've been following with redoubled interest what happens on the "Immune window, the facts." And it is quite worrying what I see, because I see an endless number of men of all sexual orientations, full of doubts, fears, fears, anxieties endless crises often almost nothing. I always I report the case of face, will face the same who said "have practiced oral sex for a second" (and I reiterate: I had a pity this girl who, when he saw that the party was going to start, eventually ...) and I was very worried about the risk of having contracted HIV. In truth he ran the risk of contracting, with much more likely other sexually transmitted diseases such as herpes, if the girl was an incipient crisis in which neither she knew to be in crisis or, worse, an HPV infection and God could, and he alone, knowing that strain contracted. I remember having contracted HPV and had an ugly wart on the body of the penis, and that "a friend" brought "a compound" that "would burn the wart" and, in fact, is what happened. But the smell ...
Well, I do not want to make an apology for sex mad, but my father who gave me nothing, not even education, taught me, on the death of my grandmother to die, just to be alive .... And he, as much as it costs me to give him some credit (I had during all my life, since I left home, twelve, a long history, which will be told in my book, to be released in December) He's right!
And that's not all. To become seriously ill, as the father of an old girlfriend, just face a flood in the city of São Paulo and inadvertently contacting leptospirosis, serious disease, which can kill in a matter of days and then? Capri mon cher! C'est fini! (It is finished, my beloved Capri!). We'll be dead in one way or another, whether we like it or not, as God wants, when God willing, in the circumstances determined by God, according to His understanding and His Wisdom.
See, I'm not saying you have sex without a condom. On the contrary, a condom is essential item Dans le sac à main de la Dame et la poche de chemise "gentleman", parce que le jour peut toujours être propice et il serait le perdre pair of dommage manque d'une chemise Venus ...(In stock Miss and Gentleman shirt pocket, for the day it can always be suitable and would be a shame to lose it for lack of a Venus shirt ...).
Because I insist: Your life is worth more than a transaction, even if the transaction is with Own Venus, who I am a defaulting debtor, but eternally grateful!
Always have a condom handy and avoid risky behavior. It has an ad that says: If you drink, do not drive! I edit: If you are going to have sex, do not drink! And if you drink, do not trance!
They live their lives in order to be happy. Know a person and if they feel that, by mutual agreement, they want to fuck, fuck, fuck or make love, it is with a condom.
And if one day the thing become serious, do together, testing for HIV and start to be accomplices of one another, as a friend, Amaryllis, Who contracted HIV from her husband, after having had the resignation of Spirit, Loyalty and understanding to say:
Love, if you do something out of the house with another woman, I do not care as long as you use a condom. And grandiosíssimo motherfucker was not able to observe this "basic rule of thumb" of coexistence, contracted HIV as soy happen and transmitted to his wife.
Unfortunately, despite a very good CD4 count above 800 (immune normal adult human ranges from the 500 1200 CD4 cells per milliliter of blood) and this did not prevent her develop a LymphomaAnd I discovered this as follows:
Was spending a long weekend in Santos and sat right there, by the sea, the "end-start" Channel Two when I remembered it and thought about messing with her face. My intention was to say, "and then teacher (she was pedagogue), facing very little devil? Because I'm on the beach! "
Only who answered the phone was her brother and he grieved (luckily I did the joke before hearing her voice) that her condition was critical and that it was "a matter of days, maybe hours" ...
And she was supercuidadosa had me contact she had literally asepsis the house, placing nets to prevent the invasion of small insects, possible disease vectors and still died, with a non-definable frame as AIDS victim an opportunistic disease that did not need to wait for the CD4 count fell.
I, in my last two counts had 1166 and 940. APPARENTLY I'm sure. But no! It can happen to me, if God so wishes, the same thing happened to Amaryllis (It's a link, opens in another tab and tells the story of her to where she can see and what it can not predict).
Life. I am not a doctor; but we discuss as equals, if necessary, with my doctor, and showed her that the use of statins was advantageous (it is here on the site) for HIV-positive people and she gave me the recipe.
Life, I've been learning since I started living with HIV and more focadamente sixteen years ago, when I started this site. It is an endless succession of miracles, all competing for her to Extinguish. Think of your heart: It's a muscle. Take two 4KG weights and put one in each hand and make three fifteen surveys and you will see that your muscle sets begin to burn, burn to shake and falter, and many do not complete the third series of 15; your heart does not enjoy this privilege. He has no right to get bored because even if you are asleep (unless you're a Ninja) your heart will be beating, thump-thump, thump-thump once per second.
And the brain? The brain processes what happened that Friday charming fair that I should have known, was the harbinger of the end (something so beautiful can not last ... would generate a lot of jealousy, a lot of hatred, I know, and it would be extinguished, whether it was on the bullet whether it was in garrafada and tries to get rid of that irreparable loss the day before yesterday, transfused in emotional pain today, complete with embargoed tear and design nightmares, dreams, flashbacks, happy moments, that day when you were in private prison being tortured to confess what not made, based on circumstantial evidence all (I confess that I lived!) and look expunge this religious guilt, these Pharisees of now use to vilify the name of Christ and of God while serving Mammon (Open in another tab) the son of a famous pastor of one of these churches Large with soup kitchen at the door, only managed to get out, full of Love Story, when he was still in Major Sertório because the father sent the lawyer there, pass the card. Say ... notice, I say, they say, that the bill passed fifty thousand reais fifteen years ago.
When God created sex and sexual energy, the genomic forces to ensure the existence of the material world, which is essential for the evolution of the mind and therefore is is the the driving forces of the Universe and in their function, must be necessarily fabulous! Rubem Alves says that life is an "aesthetic entity," and that nothing worth the beeps and hums of the machines trying to prevent the inevitable; dead the ability to appreciate what is love and what is beautiful, life has ceased. Not quite what he writes, but the idea is this. If you stop living just because you are afraid of dying, "you are alread dead, "you're already dead.
Note that BANNER TO WHAT IS TOP OF THIS BLOG IS WRITTEN, THERE LIFE WITH HIV
I'm here, in the fifteenth edition of this text, are 02: 08 and I started this before the end of such "Freedom, Freedom!" And it's free, because I have no income that. The advertising income of the past month was $ 2,00 ... A bocadito the bad ...
I do it I do not even know why I think it's love, sometimes I think it's addiction ... I know is that I am alive and need to produce or die of boredom
What I mean is that you have, yes, the right to take care, to use all necessary precautions, however, to experience pleasure and ecstasy we deserve to feel, time and again, we have to take some risk, though minimal! For ... gives life, only it takes what was done and therefore it is good to be well done
And ... then do not enter the exam paranoia be wrong. I remember someone after I have used every conceivable argument (had a seborrheic dermatitis on the face of crisis (stress) he blocked, but not before saying:
EU I have AIDS and I WILL PROVE THAT YES!
I thought, if Danou! And I do not doubt! He based this belief, it will behave recklessly and, believing be in "Vendetta vita and South sulla mondo " | Revenge against life and the world, he will be running the risk of becoming infected while believed to be infecting ... What a pity.
There was another, this completely crazy among his psychotic delusions, he told me that he has an aunt who lives processing companies, all well .... and finally, she concluded in a fantastic transportation, I was like her aunt and that I wanted to "get her to say something" that would allow me to process it! (It's every Mad @)
Anyway, do as the text of the title suggests:
Une vie sans péché, parce que nous avons voté pour être heureux!
Or, in good Portuguese:
Living a life without guilt, because we are voted to be happy!