Hi people! I love you
Hi, it's Luna and, I Love You
!!!!! I was a little rude to you ... as soon as I joined the list I received a "welcome" so good ... and I did not answer, right? but the truth is that I love you, all
It's just that it was quiet ... just reading what you wrote ... I'm really sorry ...
Well, I "teclo with the Cláudius" almost every day by icq and it was he who put me here, we met in the HIV from UOL.
Well, I will start my presentation:
I have 22 years, I was born and live here in São Paulo and dating, almost 5 years ago, Paulo who is 26 years old and is HIV positive. And I never tire of telling him: I Love You!
We had just completed one year of dating ... we returned from a delicious trip to Camburiú and we had decided that we wanted to get married, everything was fine ... the first time we were really well without crises .... and I had (or believed) overcome the problems we passed he was gay ... or rather, have discovered bisexual me because I was his first wife ... I never actually encanei much about it but it was hard to hear the jokes of heteros and gays poison.
But I had overcome everything and everyone, faced everything and everyone, especially my mother, who of course, was against dating; nobody understood what had happened to us ... after all, we were friends, fervíamos nights and nights in gay clubs and how can a gay guy fall for a woman?
And how can a woman fall in love with a gay?
I remember Lunaluz, I remember .... You were surfing a very high wave, and he too!
Misunderstanding? Can Love Be Confused With An Unfortunate Misunderstanding?
This way they said, were we not confusing things?
So nobody understood ...! And even we, but the fact is that we were together for a year and loved each other like crazy, and every day we loved each other more and more, and more!
And still we got over the joking, poisonous questions and escambau, with so much poison!
And also, ugly questions like this:
So, how do you do it? Who is "the man" in this relationship ... See, you may be wondering,
How could they have endured so much hell?
But the truth is ... ... well ... we would live peace .... And we live in peace
Until a colleague of ours needed for blood donors, would have surgery and went there, good!!
Great chance to do that hiv test so I can start taking pills ... that beauty can have sex without a condom ... ...
I went to get my test, I even had a fright!
li Positive..but it was just my blood O +, what beauty ... everything NEGATIVE! Maas or his..our?
He was not ready.
The attendant said he had given "a problem" with the sample and that it needed a new collection ... ah ... okay, said it was too much "fat" in the blood ... forgot about that, but he had been worried and made new collection ...
I remember like it was today ... that hot afternoon .. I with a beautiful astral and he arrived with a strange face and saying she needed to talk seriously with me, locked the bedroom door and handed me a card-carrying ... read: POSITIVE w / hepatitis, HIV and HTLVWas ... the result of the exams ....... ....... Do not know what got into me, but .... did not believe there was ... written by a second even crossed my mind that it was a joke ... but when I saw his eyes I realized that .... not the first thing that came to my head was asking if he still wanted to marry me .... I was afraid that he wanted to get away from me ... we hugged, kissed and made love .. kinda to prove to ourselves that nothing had changed ...
From that day forward began martyrdom.
I thought he would die tomorrow, the first flu ... I cried and suffered silently ... could not confide in anyone because he did not want anyone but me knew ... were several confirmatory tests and I get real tb that could be contaminated ..
Since that trip to Camburiú I took pills and did not use condoms during 8 days we were there ....
4 still had to wait months to repeat the exam ... anguish ... that's what I felt ...at the time I wanted to give my positive test.. Was very confused and thought he would suffer less if I'm also positive that he would not be alone and not feel unless ..... what nonsense .... I'm glad that God is wise and not heard my requests .... Anyway ... I suffered ... and much ... but I started researching about AIDS, sought reports, I was interested in the subject, but he did not play .... nothing ..... about it ... until I found a room of HIV UOL .. and everything changed ... I met a lot of people .. I realized that things were different ... I received a lot of support and I could vent the three years of pain and anguish that I was not from there we can talk about the pet without that lump in my throat ...
Today we are great ... I am positive, I am positive ... less blood, it was the only place that the pet did not catch me and he is great, do not need to take medicine, Low CV ... CD4 high ... beauty, much healthier, much better than that old and careless seronegative ... and much prettier ....
Anyway ... that's my story for you to know a little about me ...
Luna disappeared and I never heard about it ...
The fact is that we disagreed a slightly ill-fated meeting where I was rude and I believe, so she started to avoid me.
Me and my blunders ...
Days after I edited this text Lunaluz wrote me and gave the address of her email to me to write. I do not know that Pataquiva I did I could not respond to email and, unfortunately, the contact was lost.
Luna, if you see this text again, please contact us.
I very much regret these misunderstandings