The Immune Window, a Chat with Geraldinho
*Author Note Geraldinho de Macaé is a nickname that I created for someone with a truly diverse name from far away town. If there is a Geraldinho in Sertãozinho, I did not talk to him at any moment of my already tumultuous life
In this thing of attending people through WhatsApp (because it had already been via MSN, Messenger and, to speak the truth I think I just did not do it in ICQ and Yahoo Messenger) what's interesting is more to the daily learning about human nature rather than the relief (...) that can be given because, in truth, relief comes only when the person does the first or the seventy-fifth exam and apparently, is convinced that "Your Crime Against Nature," his "Disrespect to God", Your Infidelity to the Domestic Thalam " they finally entered remission and were redeemed.
There are cases. There is a certain boy from the Northeast who, according to him, was the example of the family. "Everyone wanted to be like him, a personal and professional success." But he was not an example, and even he does not know it, it was in the affective field.
"I had a girlfriend!"
The more astute reader will think: Is Gay!
The Gay reading me say: He has not been found ...
The dondoca frufru who walks on the seashore of a black parasol with a black poodle will predict: He still has not found me.
And every one of you mentioned or should not have a thesis and I would venture to bet at all, it is quite possible that all certain estjam over all, because this is the way by which I circulate there 37 years, when sad fatality usurped me that I would, yes, I swear, my accomplice, as said Juca Chaves
My friend, lover and confidant, the accomplice of everything I'll do more.
This place where I circle. is the Labyrinth of assumptions ... As you would if it were not?
And if we had been able, with the care of my St. George (Ogunhê My Father), take all of them in its beak. We would have even held what we envision, or reinforced concrete in São Paulo petrificaria now inside because the outside ....
We too, at the time, she was sixteen and I was fifteen, I talked to my analyst, Maira, that we talked about it. You know, if you were not so Judges, so Promoters, so Jurors, so Jailers (of others), I would make a confession and start explaining what it is to change the position of the keys, and their breakers, personal and human, which would cause all but those governesses, as Marilia Pera so painstakingly gave Vida to one of them, who erased her name, who would always be prudish and who would masturbate with the broomsticks and sate themselves with the hand in helpless hands. For these, only the Devil.
But we were young (Here I remember the Tears for Fears: "Advice to the Young at Hearts ... Sonn you will be older - the internet is full of automatic translators) and acreditáramos we could, with exchange of glances, smiles and even guys tied, we could fool others, which determined LAW.
The Immune Window. A Suplice, an ordeal an endless torment for many
This our foolishness cost dear to me. And dear to her. But back to great success.
He was there somewhere, a bar () this thing to start winning in bar gives me chills, I liked most is to win over the bus line, the bus trip and returning to sameness, eventually hunting two hunters ( illusion that the male that he goes hunting!).
I have their conversation, according to his version somewhere on my mobile (People! Quiet, my phone only delivers its contents after hearing my voice saying something and see my face), but this would more bored readers who begins to wonder about why these lines and I'll put here a short conversation between me and a person of the São Paulo hinterland that has something exemplary. And that's what follows below
The Drama of the Immune Window - Part 1!
[21: 36, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho of Sertaozinho: Claudio Goodnight
I imagine that his time is short with so many questions. I sought some answers on the internet, but I was even more confused and searching on your blog just finding your phone.
Forgive me if you already answered this but would like to know what percentage of people present the so-called acute crisis that happens shortly after HIV infection?
I would also like to know if one placed inside the vagina would be enough to contagion?
I thank you for your attention.
[22: 02, 2 / 5 / 2017] I responding: I had acute infection
[22: 02, 2 / 5 / 2017] I replied: it was a meningitis
[22: 02, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: No more, I have never seen ng
[22: 03, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: The truth is that it's like getting a cold and ng pay attention to it. I'll give you a story to read before we continue to talk
[22: 07, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: I understand, then everybody has this "cold"
[22: 11, 2 / 5 / 2017] I responding: Everyone thinks they have AIDS
[22: 12, 2 / 5 / 2017] I answer: A classic example is the guy who stops at the bakery, orders a cheese mayonnaise and a juice of oranges
[22: 12, 2 / 5 / 2017] I answer: the guy who squeezes the oranges does not even look at them, and so, the one that had a part that was somewhat spoiled, enters the juice and the juice goes to the stomach and runs, with its impurities, to the intestine and that's where the rebellion begins.
[22: 13, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: The next day, the guy goes to the bathroom and has a diarrhea
[22: 13, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: His thinking will be
[22: 15, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: "My God! I have AIDS? " Then he will ramble to that person he says he touched with his tongue (that's a real fact) in the girl's vagina of programs (in essence a woman, liking you, women or not liking it) by two seconds (I was left with a shattered pen of hers, which was systematically pursued until the examination)
[22: 15, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: I'll get a coffee
[22: 15, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: and left This link for you to think better in life! And this one below
[22: 16, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: Sensational history
[22: 16, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: I'll read the story
[22: 32, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: Very complex the matter
[22: 33, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: For you to see
[22: 33, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: now I'll give you something really complex.
[22: 33, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: Send me.pdf.PDF 96 kB (I sent my medical history)
: 33, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: 22 years of my life
[22: 34, 2 / 5 / 2017] I replied: I have not yet found the text, but it deals with the infinite poverty that is trying to evaluate AIDS for symptoms
[22: 34, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: the X of the matter is that I do not remember the title of it and this screwed everything
[22: 36, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: Hell, how many complications
[22: 36, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: How do you feel today?
[22: 40, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: The photos are cool.
[22: 41, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: You like Pink Floyd
[22: 41, 2 / 5 / 2017] I replying: Yes
[22: 41, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: Does it look like a person with AIDS for 22 years ago?
[22: 41, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: The one kissing me is my wife
[22: 41, 2 / 5 / 2017] I responding: 28 years with HIV
[22: 41, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: Congratulations
[22: 42, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: You look healthy to me
[22: 42, 2 / 5 / 2017] I replied: I had just given the beret to her!
[22: 42, 2 / 5 / 2017] I replied: I took the opportunity to register
[22: 43, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: what do you see in her eyes?
[22: 43, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: I could not say ... (I say, unprepared for life. Unable to read a woman's eyes is to be fado to fuck with two or three in all the life ...! Wisely Pessoa said, "Whoever does not understand a look does not understand an explanation!
[22: 43, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: I think she seems happy .... A little late the moment the boat (remember the hunt) is unique
[22: 44, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: That's exactly it
[22: 44, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: Make me a flash back of your stories
[22: 44, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: I slept in the afternoon
[22: 44, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: I forgot everything
[22: 44, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: I do not know if I understand
[22: 45, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: Flash back from my stories?
[22: 46, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: No! Hell!!!!!!
[22: 46, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: From your case
[22: 47, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: Ah yes
[22: 47, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: Briefly
[22: 48, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: I had fun with a girl and I ended up getting into her vagina once (Young guard music: Poor girl ...)
[22: 48, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: Without preservative (Unspeakable calamity)
[22: 48, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: This already has 45 days
[22: 49, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: I'm worried if I could have caught something in this slide
[22: 52, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: And I had the flu the next day
[22: 55, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: Did you take the 30 exam days?
[22: 55, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: yes or no?
[22: 58, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: I did not
[22: 59, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: Wait for the 60 days if you solve this once and for all
[22: 59, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: I understood
[23: 00, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: I will do this
[23: 00, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: I will do this
[23: 00, 2 / 5 / 2017] I replying: because 30 days eliminates 99% of possibilities.
[23: 00, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: While you do not solve this, let's talk
[23: 01, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: but I have to show you something else unfortunately
[23: 01, 2 / 5 / 2017] I reply: Can I send an image?
[23: 01, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: It's okay
[23: 01, 2 / 5 / 2017] Geraldinho de Sertãozinho: You can send ....
There was a major problem in my cell, and what happened after that was lost.
But we talked a lot and, to the extent that I can not assess mood by manifestations of the printed characters. If they were manuscripts ... Well, then I would, and if I remember correctly we talk until a little after midnight and in order not to close an open subject high up, the Exemplary Boy, his modest chatter, and the girl whose vocabulary from the margins to the lessons led the "girl" to the bed and in the shred and rolled, did not roll a condom for a brief moment. As he had already done three exams that resulted in non-reagent, I moved heavens and earth trying to convince him that "this time", He escaped, but did not do that any more.
After six months stressed by it, with my face covered with seborrheic dermatitis he showed me, I've irritated gave an end in that drama and I still remember the last message from him before I block it for ever and ever, the sinister phrase :
I HAVE AIDS AND WILL PROVE
Some people do so, lives in eternal window period.
No matter what you tell them, what you show them, which make them drink to instill simplíssima truth, for which I would give a lot.
If you respect the window period, come in, do the exam, waiting for time to pass and the nurse comes paw near you and you and says, smiling or serious:
Oh, I know, I do not deserve a third chance.
Perhaps no one will really understand all this, even she, as above, but this text is dedicated with great affection and great friendship to my analyst:
In an atmosphere of mourning for Belchior I can only say: My pain is to realize that despite everything, everything, everything we have done, we are still the same and we live, we are still the same and we live, yet, we are, the same, and we live, like our parents…
And every year has carnival!
Quod Scripsi, Scripsi