How do you live a guy or a "mine" with HIV? How will the life of a seropositive
Life of a seropositive? What will it be? A curiosity that a friend that I HAVE and searches on the web for frequently asked questions about the word "HIV positive", for example and others linked to the heart of this question so enigmatic:
HOW YOU LIVE A SOUNDPROOF
And she found a question that I found interesting and decided to try to answer it from my point of view because, in fact, it's all a matter of perspective.
At one thousand nine hundred and ninety-four, when I received the diagnosis, there was no treatment like today, and those who gave us a six-month-old perspective, but with a poor quality of life and "my infected "From that time, Dr. Cippolari had to endure and agree with my reasoning:
Six Months and CAPLOFT! Allow me to live them without vomiting 6 times a day.
"Dr, if I only have six months to live, allow me to live them without vomiting 6 times a day.
And I began to live as in the letter of Sia in Chanderlier: "I wanna live like tomorrow no existe" "I want to live as if tomorrow does not exist."
And I tried to live like this. A series of "fate bids, made me stop at a support house. I will not say her name, the house and support.
Well, the worst of all was that I could not go out to look for a job, so I began to take care of an extremely debilitated patient suffering from tuberculosis, which is tuberculosis spread all over my body, and I, a fool, imagined that with my support maybe he could recover and did not recover.
To know more about this you can go to the menu or click on the following link, which opens in another tab and talks about me, in a different way, in a different perspective, in:
Testimony of a seropositive, for Claudio Souza.
There is another testimony from me, from a time before what I lived as HIV positive, and in that phase, I was "nobody", just a homeless person whom nobody honored even with a "second look" ... I narrate in "The Four Nights", Also in another window. And if you feel that you can or should help this blog (SIC) to keep, just use the button below
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My HIV-positive life is not very different from yours.
I do three important meals every day, and when I have the patience I make "other intermediate meals," but for the sake of the truth, I am moved to coffee. From the moment I started this text, until now, I'm already close to the third coffee shop. I think this is due to a sort of "affective memory," because when I was a homeless person, and I went twice, the only thing I could still eat was a coffee.
Love ... We consider all forms of love fair (Lulu Santos)
But I make love like everyone else, with the difference that I have 53 years and the sex life of a man of 53 years is not the same, neither in intensity and not even in quantity, the same as I had, for example, to 25 years.
Well, for example, yesterday, the eighteenth of November, two thousand and seventeen, I was with my wife, daughter and son-in-law in a theater, watching an excellent piece called "The Broken Buddha."
Excellent piece with a good performance of the actor Flávio Costa and an intergalactic glow of Priscila Schollz, to whom I said this personally.
Sometimes I go to the movies.
I'm addicted to some series ... Almost all of Marvel's, I also like "The Flash" and the Archer, as well as Star Trek Voyager and Star Trek Discovery, whose last episode, I think the eighth almost killed me with anxiety. I also like Downton Abbey, I already liked House of Cards, but they made a mistake when they led the series to a war and I did not even see the entire first episode. Now, without Underwood, which I now see how easy it was for him to embody this character, there he bent the connecting rod at once
I have a past with brightness and obscurity, and I will not count advantages with regard to my brilliance "and I will not make myself" a self-confessed guilty of my obscurity. But ... let's just say I really like Peter Castle (...) “One shot, one death "
My treatment is simple nowadays, because I take, for HIV, four drugs in three tablets once a day
And for other things, just twenty more, for other things ... is the life of a seropositive with peripheral neuropathy and the annoying thing is that it hurts, it hurts the same bessa, but I can only accept. I who live telling everyone that everything is as God Desires, this maxim also has to be applied to me.
The bad thing about all this is the premature aging and soon I will have translated a text that talks about processes of premature aging in people living with HIV and with more than 50 years.
I, my wife, some friends and friends are also the first to start living with it (...,) and, of course, we are and will be guinea pigs.
You know, I lived in a time where it was advocated that Antiretroviral treatment should only start and only when the viral load reaches 350 cells per milliliter of blood and I spent years, years and years taking nothing.
Worst of all, for me, it is peripheral neuropathy, which is progressive, gradual, fortunately only occurs between ten percent of people with HIV and, observe, can not be detained and there is no many lenentes.Today, it is known, the earlier you start the treatment, the better. I feel stolen ... Stolen in CD4 and therapy, in health and life expectancy. Well, I was diagnosed at a time when it was hard to know if there would be tomorrow, as Sai says in Chanderlier:
*** Like tomorrow does not exist ***
I'm gonna swing from the chandelier, from the chandelier
I'm gonna live like tomorrow does not exist
Like it does not exist
I'm gonna fly like a bird through the night
Feel my tears as they dry
I'm gonna swing from the chandelier, from the chandelier
The occasion makes the robbery ... The thief is born made (Machado de Assis)
And ... so it's not so great, for me, theft, but a lot of people have found themselves seropositive in 2002, for example, or 2007 ...
And ... they were also stolen because the "STUDY START" started, I want to believe, in 2012 and only, again I want to believe, in 2014 or 2015 and now, happy and finally, the treatment starts as soon as possible and , in the parts where
Where the civilization reached better stages, in the great centers ... São Paulo ... eu dare say Rio de Janeiro, but the sacking of public coffers in this state reminds me of something like the series Gotham" e, at this moment I have to say that Rio Branco, in Acre, has an HDI (Human Development Index) that goes hand in hand with the capital of Rio de Janeiro where, in medical centers, there is even a toilet paper, and that is P that P!
News Agency (another approach)
Anyway, if you want to know how I live, I go to a gym called Rosely Tardelli's There At Home Project, which leads to "News Agency of AIDS". Which does me very well, and also to my wife, Mara, that most people know the name, but few have seen it and I do two treadmill sequences, one of 55 minutes, then a four bodybuilding exercise and plus 45 minutes of treadmill (yes, I go well, thank you) and this is my way of living as a human being. And HIV positive, because that's what you want to know.
Life, for me, the life of a seropositive person, with the exception of a larger number of check points in the outpatient clinic, is so good, or so bad, depends a lot on who reads, and, returning to the point, is like any other another person.
Seek and you will find, taught the Master.
And before you tax me on religious X or religious Y I got tired of religions and, to try to explain, I'm actually the following:
Someone who tries, roughly and badly, to be "a follower of the way".
Which way? Your!
Where does it lead? Where do you want to go?
QVO VADIS DOMINI?
Well, you will have to choose which path to follow, and so maybe you can know where each of you who reads me is going, because my destiny ...
Well, just me, my wife, my daughters and the people I loved and loved ... and the truly close to me ... even if from a distance this path and the station of my real destiny truly matter ... and I do not always say to them all and why I do so, so ... or so, roast
And even here, for you, I do not say everything.
I know you all have a common doubt. The statement of doubt is already the link
Oral Sex What is the Risk? Do I need to use a condom? Can you get HIV? There is risk and yes it is
You could say I'm a "fuck fuck" ...
Looking at my things, I saw that I had already written about it. Here goes
Well, you will have to choose which path to follow and so maybe you can know where each of you are going who will read to where you are going because my fate ...
It's ... Only me, my Marora, it matters ...
Well, I was here now, 30 June of 2016 thought at the end of the Regn series (I think that's how it's written, I'll see it later).
The fact is that I did not even imagine that would be the season ...
Well, today, two days after I saw the ending, which, despite the regrets, was beautiful, I ask the same question that her son might have been looking for someday:
"What choices did she have? They told me that my father was crazy! "
Your Majesty, Mary Stewart, I believe that the Lady Realmenet did not have many choices and, as far as possible, you lived intensely! More than Queen, you were Woman, thus, with capital letters!
Pursued by a chauvinistic pig, who would not be inclined to a "weak-sexed" person, I like to know that he passed years to years without the Balls, which Lord Narcise so deftly removed ... Yeah. Fact.
He would not honor me and he would honor me, being this rascal who, yes, I feel, he was.
And wherever you are, Long Life to Mary Stewart, Queen of Scotland "
Maybe now I can lie down and sleep. I do not believe ... But ....
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