Someone living with HIV, the risky behavior and the Shame of the unprotected sex
My story began on 6 March 2016 (to remember the time 22: 30).
I had a casual sexual relationship, in which I was passive. I met him for an app. In the heat of the moment, in the preliminaries, he insisted on penetrating me and I always retaliated this attitude (sorry for the details).
At last in this mood of excitement I realized that he had penetrated me without the condom. I was wrong to have yielded to this desire, for I failed with my health.
In the heat of the moment he penetrated me tightly and held me until the fact that he had ejaculated, I took his cock, but I realized that there was sperm in me (in the rectum).
Shame on unprotected sex
After the heat of the moment passed, I realized the mistake I made. As much as he did, I was wrong to allow this "shameful risky behavior"
To tell you the truth, I do not know what happened. I was overcome by a desire that only brought me loss.
The morning after I wrote about what happened to this guy, I simply read on his profile the change for just this info:
One damn fuck, one of these HIV snifters ++++++++++++++++++++.
I panicked. You can not even imagine how shocked I was.
Evil without knowing what to do. Worst of all, he never answered me again, he disappeared (I thought he was another stamper, the ones we see in the reports).
After this relationship I never had contact with him again.
Around the 14h of the event, I was at the door of the Emilio Ribas Institute of Infectious Diseases, for the screening and withdrawal of the PEP (Prophylaxis Exposure), very shaken, thinking that in that moment of pleasure, I could have thought about all the consequences of that If condom was used (condom) none of this would be happening.
The same day I was already taking the antiretrovirals (Lamivudine / Ritonavir - Atazanavir - Efavirenz), during 28 days (I confess I took 31 days), in this period, I was very sick, every day I wanted to go to the CRTA do testing.
I already saw myself as Someone living with HIV and with unprotected sex
In this journey with PEP, I had many side esfeitos all possible. Insomnia, lack of appetite, muscle aches, spots on the body, headache, fatigue, tiredness, sweating, hot flashes, irritability, swollen lymph nodes in the armpits. spots on the skin. For me it was already in the terminal phase of AIDS. My life was so access related sites on HIV and AIDS. At this point I could understand what being HIV positive, have a chronic condition, treatable, the fact is Undetectable and other situations that can rarely develop the terminal phase of AIDS. They are totally different things.
But thanks to God and
to Claudio for help in hearing me, spoke about DISK AIDS:
You spoke of the current Immune Window. People listen carefully to the words of those who live with the HIV virus and are willing to help those who go through these phases.
He does a beautiful job, an initiative of someone who has gone through many things in this life and still has hope, seeks to help in its best.
Something that the Government should do, help in the prevention and care with the population. Since this virus does not choose sex, sexual orientation and much less age, it is a reality.
When Claudius refers to Somatization, believe me, it exists and it is possible, I went through all this, besides the side effects of the PEP.
It is based on the current Immune Window, from that of the 4 Generation (ELISA) test, Immunological windows larger than 60 days up to 1 year referred to the old tests, from those at the beginning of the 90 decade.
Nowadays there is even the PCR (which checks for the presence of the virus even before detectable antibodies are detected - at even 5 days after unprotected sex).
03 / 08 / 2018 An important note, A health professional working on the laboratory analysis of the presence of HIV told me, by form, with anonymous data that I did not fall prey to taking viral load tests as a basis for the presence or absence of HIV. She said that and did not show up any more. I say, window is from 30 to 60 days
Unprotected sex, only with someone of your highest confidence. For example: I, nowadays, would not have unprotected sex "nor with my mother. " (It's just force of expression)
So the test detects the antigen and antibodies by the ELISA / ECLIA and the other after the 3º Generation. They are extremely sensitive today. If you do a blood test to 3 or 4 ° ° generation of HIV, respecting the immune window and 30 or 60 days it is final !!!! Since then this relationship you not of more risky behavior. We believe today we are very advanced in relation to the diagnosis of the HIV virus. Too bad at the beginning of the discovery we had so many advances, perhaps this could curb this epidemic on the planet.
After 90 days back in the CRTA and Infectologist was adamant, my examination gave nonreactive (negative) on that day exposure 6 March. She guided me on how to prevent it, there is guidance and study of PREP (pre Proxilaxia exposure) and PEP. There is a distribution station of male and female condoms, lubricants, all for free.
Today on all this I take the lesson of Faith, because at this moment I was able to rescue my spirituality, my love to the neighbor, I am a better person, more human, because I spent a very fragile moment of my life, but I had many learnings. As it is said: "There are evils that come to good," was my case. Nowadays I know that living with HIV is possible. Today there are around 25 types of drugs for treatment, I learned that there are 2 virus types. HIV1 (more frequent and with greater treatment options) & HIV2 (less frequent, but more resistant to drugs), there are also several Subtypes or variations of these types. Even if you are a carrier, it is important that you use a condom in all sexual intercourse to avoid contaminating with a different CEPA (HIV family of viruses) than you already have, this implies resistance of the HIV virus and change in treatment with drugs not always effective to leave you undetectable.
I also learned that being undetectable is the closest to not being HIV-positive, you lessen the chances of infecting other people, but they persist, even if minimal, and you should not somehow relate sexually to someone without a condom. You have almost zero HIV level running in your blood and this causes it not to multiply within the CD4 cells and thus avoiding their death thereby avoiding the low count of CD4 that is from 80 to 90 cells per year, (Editor's note: I am amazed at the amount of information that this person has collected for you in such a short time, but was forced to edit the text marked in orange) wanting to make "reservoirs" in their organs to make an address.
Once undetectable, you increase your Immunity (increases your level of CD4 +) your defense cells. You have a normal life and not like the image of the people of the early 90 years, littered in the beds. I wish they had had the opportunity to have a treatment like the one we have on 2016, besides being free. Think about it. If you love, take care of the most precious good that we have, which was given us by our God, to return to him later.
Today, I plan to be a volunteer of STD / HIV / Viral Hepatitis, This area has fascinated me and given me the courage to help people. Thanks again for the opportunity to give my testimony. Staff who are reading, please help with the site, help with donations of all forms, so Claudio can help even more people.
I'm the willingness for everyone here site. God forces him Claudio, Bob Volpe and all its employees. I have deep admiration for you!
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- AIDS: Table of risk assessment for the spread of HIV Virus
- Testing STDs in UBS, how it works?
- Kiss in the mouth does not transmit HIV
- Immunologic Window and Oral Sex: Ignoring a problem, does not improve things ... and if the doubt is about HIV, it only complicates
- Immune window, AIDS, autoimmune diseases and False Positives
- Immune Window: Defining HIV Infection Based on "Clinical Symptoms" is Wrong Way! (A shot in the dark)
- Immunologic window of HIV. 30 days and The facts in 2017
- Oral sex can transmit HIV / AIDS
- "PEP Maniacs" Run less risk .... Or the beast, sooner or later, will get you
- It may not seem like it, but this site needs help