This is an interesting focus on The Immune Window: The Eternal Immune Window
The immunological window with every minute that passes has the person of an eternity!
The truth is I do not know when this post will appear published, but today is July 31 2014. This is a day I will always remember, since today, after loading a heavy stone on his shoulders and having the uncertainty of whether or not I was a carrier of HIV, now, finally, I know.
After much distress, I woke up determined to do the HIV rapid test at one of the HIV clinics found throughout Mexico, especially in the state capitals. (this is the chaos in Mexico)
The Immune Window !!!! Eternal Immunity window! Eternity every minute
Well, now, I'll tell you how it was: I got there with many, many, many fears. When I arrived and I entered, I saw the people who were waiting there for consultations. It seemed almost obvious to me that they all had HIV. There were all kinds of people: those who spoke, those who laughed and those who did not speak and had sad faces (I understand them perfectly).
A Window Immunological Eternal every minute, more fear, and another eternity even heavier ....
As I approached the front desk guy I mentioned to him that I had come to do a quick test of HIV. He called the psychologist and this asked me to wait a moment, so I sat and waited.
While waiting, still feeling very afraid, and the idea to get out went through my mind, and so I did. I grabbed my cell phone and pretended to get a call out. Not occurred to me another excuse thus left the clinic. However, when I would turn the corner, something stopped me (I believe it was the little courage I had left), so I went back and sat down again to wait.
What Tange to the immunological window every minute is an eterminade, I insist! I experienced it this way! (I.e.
Another five minutes passed, and the psychologist asked me to go into her office. There it was just her and me, and she began to ask me about my last unprotected relationship and other questions as I marked the answers on a sheet. One thing is certain, he never asked me my name, since the quick tests are confidential, he just asked for my age and my signature. She was very kind, I never felt judged for anything. On the contrary, the psychologist supported me and congratulated me for having decided to take the test:
"No matter how much time has passed, the important thing is that you are here," he told me.
Here I am, Claudius, speaking. It's hard to go there and I know a lot of people who, laughter, ran away! Had to come back! It's like the law of gravity, as Lilian AF told me: "The unseizable law of gravity."
Once this passed, the biochemistry did my test. It was very easy and simple, he asked me to wait for 15 minutes. Obviously they were 15 very, very, very tense minutes, of fear and suffering. It would be me, "condemned to live with AIDS"?
The immunological window every minute a greater and more frightening eternity - The time for yes, cazuza !!!
As time passed - I believe it was actually less than 10 minutes - she called me into his office. There was me sitting still and she said, "its result was negative."
"Mother Daughter", I thought to myself, and I felt a chill run down my spine. I felt as if a great weight leave me a great relief, something that does not know how to describe. The truth is that I cried with happiness in front of her. I apologized to him, and she said only: "Yeah, this is your space" and gave me a scarf so I dried up tears.
The immunological window, an eternity every minute, was solved and defunct. The problem has to be faced from the front
He congratulated me and explained to me that I must continue to take care of myself, and that one should never, even for love, have relationships without a condom. He also told me that you can not love anyone but yourself.
That is a great truth and it would be good if you read a little more about the facts.
Yes, the immunological window every minute carries the weight of an eternity, but if you can understand immune facts about her, everything is much simpler, and also try to know more about the AIDS; see, I do not say you should stop caring, but if you have a result reagent for HIV, the best thing to do is clarify and see that, today, it is very different from what the media showed us in those years d lead
I said goodbye to her, and after all, I told him my name.
There the immunological window was gone and my minutes again had sixty seconds
Friends, as it has happened to me, I know that many people are going through the same situation, the suffering with the doubt about window period, and I would like to invite you not to let time pass, because you can not live like this, in the uncertainty of your serology. To live like this is to live by half.
Thanks for reading my testimony, thank you. It had been time I published a statement saying it was too scared to take the test, and many people here supported me to do so, I thank you from my heart.
Greetings and sorry for the spelling mistakes
Memories of Villahermosa, Tabasco, Mexico.
Translation from Spanish to Portuguese by Diana Margarita Sorgato