Somatizations! Some people say to me:
The Sad Suffering of Those Who Live in Fear of Somatizations
I'm not crazy / crazy! And it's impossible to somatize this thing!
I've read so much about somatizações that when I realize a problem I cloque the list of things to watch and, it is not rare that it is a somatiazación
You, those who follow me more closely see me in a very wrong way.
I'm afraid too! And just do not piss me off in a few moments because the bathroom is right near the living room.
Everything can be somatized and, I believe, perhaps even death, and from here in my chair, a patient who reads and studies, in the eagerness to write and guide, I wonder if catalepsy and narcolepsy would not be processes resulting of somatizations.
I remember, as a child, I knew of the death of an actor, he was a very dear actor, and his death was so overwhelming that the cast decided on a TV tribute, and I do not know if it was live , and they also decided on the end of the novel.
Sometime later this actor, I do not know why, had to be exhumed and was found face down in the bier.
Size is my fear of such a thing that I decided to be cremated!
This is one of my fears and I have a long line of them. For example: When cremated will I awaken and taste the horrors of death in this way, burned alive?
This is one of the greatest fears, but I am not lacking others, and I will not verbalize them so as not to spread a wave of fear in you!
Somatizations! This Is Not Madness!
This is a short text where I talk about the people who suffer the most from living with HIV.
Those who have not contracted it, but believe it does, and live from somatizations, insisting that they are realities.
further on, in this text, an interesting link leads to a text by a scholar of this area
Returning to those who come to me for fear of wrong exams, they see the symptoms of the disease in the most common organic manifestations of life, in which we rarely pay any attention or notice, simply because they believe they have contracted it, HIV.
Some suffer with guilt. Others are scared, although I am not sure what, other than HIV itself. Others feel that HIV is a kind of "punishment."
And to these, those who see HIV as such, as punishment, I ask,
What is so deplorable about this punishment?
If you say that person is like that or roasted and that he lives in the wrong way I invite you to read this text, to see that the path itself is often there winding, narrow and dark!
Is Cancer a Punishment?
Was cancer, then, another punishment?
I have something to say about it. Ten years ago, maybe more, a person tried to get a notebook for me with a person who made immense donations to people with cancer.
She did ask the notebook for me and the person said
- "AIDS is a disease that can be prevented"!
And I tell you: Cancer too! Good thoughts and good deeds can. MS note that HIV, CANCER, and any pathology are severely hampered by cause and effect laws.
Laws that Spiritists know well, and so it is true, certain things, including HIV, can not be avoided!
An Aerodynamic Brake
And, I say the following:
For me, HIV, for me, served as an emergency brake!
I was out of control a long time ago and I would have been murdered if nothing was done! I could not count here how many homes and families I destroyed, and so HIV was a blessing to me.
Blessing is what turned me, it actually helped me to become what I am today.
Someone that many people like and, if they knew me as I was, they would only take contempt for me
HIV came to me to improve me, and in fact it was what he did. Never a punishment. Never a punishment.
And I tell this to you so that you, who have discovered HIV carriers, so that you can observe the path that took you to this room, where, now, we are together, like it or not.
Those who have almost contracted. The almost, understand, did not leave!
And to you others, who "almost contracted", for the same thing, to look back and come because they feel "like this"!
To the first I suggest, with different motivation, the same as I suggest to others:
Self Analysis and Intimate Reform!
Love does not immunize, and to be honest, I think it was a gesture of love that escaping, jumping around or stretched unexpectedly at night.
I point to myself and say what I saw in each of these "incursions":
Here I am Revealed, pure lust
Sounds good to you? Do you like to see yourself, body and soul, involved in this feeling? I do not speak here from a religious point of view. I'm sick of religions, because their problem is always the same! The priests!
So that's not it. This thing does not build anything! And it still causes damage! Someone in the audience tells me the meat is weak.
Meat Is Not Weak
The flesh is strong, the depressing impulse part of the spirit, the conscience, the flesh is strong enough to bear it, but everything has a limit and mine gave it.
And I do not care if you do not like what you read.
Follow the link if you like.
You believe yourself a carrier, take the exam and understand, in my time it took three months to "give the window" and 15 more days to the result!
Somatizations Denied: Disbelief in Science An Evil of This Century
Mothers and fathers who do not vaccinate children on the pretext of love and protection (...). Insane people!
Today is much easier! Guys, do not you believe in science? Everything I post here does not leave my head, this text yes, but the articles, I translate all and leave the link as a base for anyone who wants to check!
You are not special enough for God, or for the Devil, to give you a different treatment. Gather to your human position and fallible, accept what science says and POINT.
I want to thank the Beatriz Pacheco for giving me the link below, which is a gift from Odin to those who run the risk of living in eternal immune window:
I translated these new texts, which should befollowing what you have just read:
- Still Regarding Immunologic Window: "Clinical Symptoms" of HIV Infection are a very vague method of analysis for determining "Acute HIV Infection" and this other
- The search for "symptoms" is a poor way for the early detection of HIV infection
- Immune Window, AIDS, Autoimmune Disease and False Positives
- Still Regarding Immunologic Window: "Clinical Symptoms" of HIV Infection are a very vague method of analysis for determining "Acute Infection by HIV "
At this point I come with an addendum, placed here today, 15 August 2016:
I suggest initially stop thinking about it, because this is a Self-Generating Hell and the more you think of it, the bigger it will be. I have observed the questions they ask me, and it is not uncomfortable for me to answer them, but they clearly show me that most of the people who go through this post do not read or read it inattentively. I would suggest that you read the links below bearing in mind that each clicked link will lead to another browser flap and, in some circumstances, other sites that I consider to be serious and reliable.
Note, however, that all these links are scattered throughout the text and you are a victim of yourselves, for not paying attention to the links that I put, because if I put them, it is because I consider them relevant
- Contagion risk assessment
- Frequently Asked Questions
- Why Test for AIDS Virus
- What to do if there is a split condom
- Effect Psychosomatic
- When the mind manufactures the disease
- The Diagnostic Poverty of Symptomatology in the Definition of HIV Infection
- The search for "symptoms" is a poor way for the early detection of HIV infection
- Oral sex
- Much More About Oral Sex
- Still regarding the Immunologic window
- If, unfortunately, you receive a "REAGENT", read this text Understanding the disease better
Special homage to Josy (girl with gloves). In memoriam.
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I was the first individual, a CPF, not a CNPJ to, in quotes, “Slap my face”!
For all that I lived, it all happened in a period still troubled by prejudice and, yes, there were prices to be paid.
The currency has always been that of social exclusion and I have even hesitated between continuing or not!
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We are Borg!
If not bored by the empty hours, at least by suicide due to the absolute lack of purpose that my life would have and the terrible impression of parasitosis that would come to affect me. So, I couldn't stop.
I had the opportunity to accomplish many things and, on the other hand, I missed several opportunities to do more, with a deeper and better reach.
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