A Stamp Infected Me With HIV is my dramatic way of writing. People need to use emotional filters when looking for someone for an app! And in a city like Sampa, with millions and millions of people stopping to dance Stevie Wonder in “Part Time Lovers ”(people I'm sour)
Someone living with HIV, risky behavior, with the damn stamp and the shame of unprotected sex
My story started on March 6, 2016 (until I remember the time 22:30 pm). +
This way I had casual sex, in which I was passive. I met him by an app. In the heat of the moment, in the preliminaries, he insisted on penetrating me and me always fighting back (sorry for the details).
Anyway in this atmosphere of excitement I realized that he had penetrated me without a condom. I was wrong to have given in to that desire, as I failed my health.
In The Heat Of The Moment, Unprotected Sex
"It is at this time Even, in the heat of passion, that he, in cold blood, contaminates you"
In the heat of the moment he penetrated me hard and held me until the fait accompli happened when I felt that he was going to ejaculate, I took his penis but I realized that there was sperm in me 😞 (in the rectum) .😞
Shame on unprotected sex
After the heat of the moment passed, I realized the mistake I made. As much as he did that, I was wrong to allow this “Shameful risk behavior”
To tell you the truth, I don't know what happened. I was overcome with a desire that only brought me doom.
The next morning when writing about what happened to this guy, I simply read the change on his profile for just this information:
A bloody bitch, one of these HIV stammers.
I was in a panic. You can't imagine how shocked I was.
Evil without knowing what to do. Worst of all, he never answered me again, he disappeared (I thought he was another stamper, the ones we see in the reports).
After this relationship I never had contact with him again.
At around 14 pm, I was at the door of the Emílio Ribas Institute of Infectious Diseases, for the screening and removal of PEP (Post-Exposure Prophylaxis), very shaken, thinking that at that moment of pleasure, I could have thought about all the consequences of that act, if a condom was used (a condom) none of this would be happening.
On the same day I was already taking the antiretrovirals (Lamivudine / Ritonavir - Atazanavir - Efavirenz), for 28 days (I confess that I took 31 days), during this period, I was very ill, every day I wanted to go to the CRTA at Santa Cruz do Metro Station to do tests.
Already saw me as Someone living with HIV and ashamed of unprotected sex
In this journey with PEP, I had many side effects, all possible. Insomnia, lack of appetite, muscle pain, spots on the body, headache, fatigue, easy tiredness, sweating, heat, irritability, armpit in the armpits. spots on the skin. For me, I was already in the terminal phase of AIDS. My life was just accessing websites related to HIV and AIDS. At this point, I was able to understand what it is like to have the HIV virus, to have a chronic, treatable condition, the fact that I am undetectable and other situations that can rarely develop the terminal phase of AIDS. These are totally different things.
But thank God and
to Claudio for help in hearing me, spoke about DISK AIDS:
He spoke of the current Immunological Window. People listen carefully to the words of those who live with the HIV virus and are willing to help those who go through these phases.
He does a beautiful job, an initiative of someone who has gone through many things in this life and still has hope, seeks to help in his best way.
Something the Government should do, help prevent and care for the population. Since this virus does not choose sex, sexual orientation and much less age, it is a reality.
When Claudio refers to Somatization, believe me, it exists and it is possible, I went through it all, in addition to the side effects of PEP.
It is based on the current Immunological Window, that of the 4th Generation tests (ELISA), Immunological windows longer than 60 days to 1 year referred to the old tests, of those in the early 90s.
Nowadays there is even PCR (which checks for the presence of the virus even before detectable antibodies - in even 5 days after the unprotected sex).
On 03/08/2018 An important note, A Health professional who works in the laboratory analysis of the presence of HIV told me, by form, with anonymous data that I did not fall into the sparse of taking viral load tests as a basis for presence or absence HIV. She said that and never came. I say, window is 30 days.
Unprotected sex, only with someone of your highest confidence. For example: I would not have unprotected sex today "nor with my mother ”. (It's just force of expression)
Therefore, the test that Detects the Antigen and Antibodies by ELISA / ECLIA and the others after the 3rd Generation. They are extremely sensitive today. If you do a blood test for HIV of the 3rd or 4th generation, respecting the immunological window of 30 and or 60 days it is definitive !!!! Since after this relationship, you no longer engage in risky behavior. Believe me today we are very advanced in relation to the diagnosis of the HIV virus. Too bad that at the beginning of the discovery we didn't have so many advances, maybe that could stop this epidemic on the planet.
After 90 days I returned to the CRTA and the Infectologist was categorical, my exam was non-reactive (negative) on that March 6 exhibition. She advised me on ways to prevent it, there is guidance and study on PREP (Pre-exposure proxylaxis) and PEP. There is a distribution point for male and female condoms, lubricants, all free of charge.
Today about all this I take the lesson of Faith, because at this moment I was able to rescue my spirituality, my love for my neighbor, I am a better person, more human, because I spent a very fragile moment of my life, but I had many learnings. As they say: "There are evils that come for good", was my case. Nowadays I know that living with HIV is possible. Today there are around 25 types of drugs for treatment, I learned that there are 2 types of viruses. HIV1 (more frequent and with greater treatment options) & HIV2 (less frequent, but more resistant to drugs), there are also several subtypes or variations of these types. Even if you are a carrier, it is important that you use a condom in all sexual relations to avoid becoming infected with another CEPA (HIV virus family) other than the one you already have, this implies resistance to the HIV virus and a change in treatment with drugs not always effective to make you undetectable.
I also learned that being undetectable is the closest thing to not being HIV positive, you decrease the chances of contaminating other people, but they persist, even if minimal and you should not, in any way, have sex with someone without a condom. You have almost zero HIV level running in your blood and this means that it does not multiply within the CD4 cells and, thus, preventing their death, thus avoiding a drop in the CD4 count, which is 80 to 90 cells per year, (editor's note: I am amazed at the amount of information this person collected for him in such a short time, but I was forced to edit the text marked in orange) wanting to make “reservoirs” in their organs to make an address.
Once undetectable, you increase your Immunity (your CD4 + level increases) your defense cells. You have a normal life and not like that image of people in the early 90s, languishing in their beds. I wish they had the opportunity to have a treatment like the one we have in 2016, in addition to being free. Think about it. If you love, take care of the most precious thing we have, which was given to us by our God, to be returned to him later.
Today, I have plans to be a STD / HIV / viral hepatitis volunteer, this area has fascinated me and given me the courage to help people. Thank you again for the opportunity to give my testimony. People who are reading, please help with the site, help with donations in any way, so that Claudio can help even more people.
I am available for everyone here on the site. May God force you Claudio, Beto Volpe and all your collaborators. I have a deep admiration for you!
Time: November 14, 2016 at 02:29 am
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Seek to understand the phenomenon already immunological window and other important aspects regarding this delicate situation in these links:
- AIDS: Risk Assessment Framework for HIV Virus Infection
- Testing for STDs in UBS, how does it work?
- Mouth kiss does not transmit HIV
- Immunologic Window and Oral Sex: Ignoring a problem, does not improve things ... and if the doubt is about HIV, it only complicates
- Immune Window, AIDS, Autoimmune Diseases and False Positives
- Immune Window: Defining HIV Infection Based on "Clinical Symptoms" is Wrong Way! (A shot in the dark)
- Immunologic window of HIV. 30 days and The facts in 2017
- Oral sex can transmit HIV / AIDS
- "PEP Maniacs" Run less risk .... Or the beast, sooner or later, will get you
- It may not seem like it, but this site needs help